It was a really powerful session that we had with you in the sense of the simple message of ‘enoughness’ that came through. This has had far reaching effects and I have wanted to create some space in my awareness to witness the way in which those effects have rippled out and become apparent in my physical world. I am sure that a conversation like that creates shifts in the energy field, it clears stuff there, it illuminates stuff there and then it all kind of ripples through into the physical and you start to see things playing out differently. These shifts can often happen quite quickly but sometimes it can take time and it’s been beautiful to witness the steady unfolding of everything.
The biggest ‘take-away’ is this lack of doubt in myself now. [Caesars message] “Darling, it’s always enough” has reassured me that everything is enough and that he’s fully contented with his life. He’s reassured me that I do understand him and that I’m hearing him clearly, like a “fog-horn” and that is so good to know. I’ve had great big sighs of relief!
So, what has followed is this freedom from the doubts I had in my mind and therefore an even deeper level of shared peace. All the little things I was questioning with him are quiet and calm now. So we’ve got this really next level easefulness between us, which is just beautiful. It was there already but often interfered with by my thoughts of “am I doing well enough by him?” But now we can just be with this beautiful bond and the simple things in life and really enjoy that because I know it’s all enough.
And I just wanted to share one interesting little physical reflection of it… I can’t remember if we even spoke about it but prior to our conversation, I would have said that Caesar’s appetite was insatiable. I know he’s a big heavy cob and so that’s kind of normal but I now realise another possible reason for it. I realise that I was constantly asking myself questions like; ‘is there something wrong here? Is there some kind of nutritional imbalance or some kind of emotional trauma that makes him so obsessed with food, that makes him feel he wants to eat all of the time?’ And since our conversation, these doubtful thoughts have all kind of disappeared and his behaviour has changed. He’s so much more relaxed around food, he’s relaxed when I’m making his feed, he’s not grabbing at his hay like he’s starving, and now sometimes he doesn’t finish his hay net and he’ll go off to have a little rest or a mooch about whereas before he’d stay and eat it until the last strand was gone and then tell me he wanted more, even though as you’ve seen we have plenty of grass here and he has twenty-four hour grazing so he’s never without food!
So, I’ve been reflecting on all this and that’s why this bit of time since the session has been lovely because I’ve been able to see it all unfold. When I look back, I can see that previously I had doubtful thoughts which were continually projecting an energy of lack, and I’m sure that Caesar was picking up on that vibration causing him to feel anxious about whether there was enough. He was reflecting it back to me through his behaviour and attitude towards food. Because horses are very food orientated and having what they need in their diet is massively important to them for their survival isn’t it?
So the conclusion I’ve come to about his more relaxed attitude towards food comes back down to this enoughness. This over-riding feeling that I am enough, there is enough, we are enough, it is all enough. It obviously radiates an energy of confidence and trust doesn’t it? A confidence that that there’s always enough, so we don’t need to panic, we don’t need to worry, we don’t need to be anxious. We can be at peace.
It’s as if me recognising the enoughness within myself has allowed him to also relax and trust too. So that’s just very very interesting isn’t it, and it felt really important to share with you.
Like I said, the ripple effects of the session are far reaching, I’m trusting so much more in my ability to communicate with all my animals, it’s all clearer and calmer. And, it’s touched other areas of my life too … I’m just so much less doubtful about my own intuition, my own wisdom, my own capability and that is really liberating, so thank you for helping me find that more deeply within myself. It’s just been wonderful
Iza Moon
